My thoughts scare me:

I’ve been spending a lot of time just allowing my thoughts and feelings to simmer.  Keeping myself from losing my head in a sea of emotions    The danger in that is becoming numb to any feelings and I’m not in a place to clearly decide whether I want that or not. ‘What ifs’ are the devil.  I swear. 

But isn’t that normal to muster thoughts that scare yourself?  I’m willing to reason that more than myself and a couple medically diagnosed schizophrenic people share this recognition.  Thoughts are a scary place, which is why I am finding solace in Netflix.   I’m sufficiently thrown for a loop.  I’m wanting to begin writing but I really don’t have any ideas.  And I don’t want to continue on with a previous short story.  I want to start new because I am new.  I love resting in that.  

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About hannahjustine

This is my life story. Don't expect for me to entirely spill the beans on everything, but my life is certainly a sloppy recipe of writing, research, realizations and love. Basically, I'm learning as I go. I strive to positively impact my community, my sphere of influence. I believe that this happens only through living your life to the fullest! View all posts by hannahjustine

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