Contrary to the name of this blog, I am no longer wallowing in indecision. I have matured beyond the incessant yearnings of my heart and the terrible “what ifs” my mind plagues me with. I am determined to write and to fully engage with my inner artist. I am going to be 100% committed to myself- no one else.
Last night, my friend Lauren and I took a small journey to Wet Paint and The Tea Garden. I ordered an amazing banana-coffee flavored chai tea and developed a minimalist poem. This art form really intrigues me because it is so intentional. I may post the poem later- I haven’t decided yet if I want to. I really appreciated the freedom I found in allowing my creativity to bloom instead of suffocating it.
Love is not the end point. Life goes beyond love. I am firm in that realization. Independent love cannot be conquered. It isn’t meant to be. It is only meant to be appreciated.