–in love with a facade

This morning I felt an overwhelming sense of longing for what hasn’t been there, for a year and a half-

This emotion is not easy for me to carry.  I just want him back!  And I want to respect his life decision, but in doing that, I want him to respect mine in return!

Why is this an impossible request?

This is loving someone, wanting their best and that is exactly how I am going about this.  I will not contact him.  Our last conversation, he referred to me as toxic.

I love him too much to be toxic anymore…

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This is my life story. Don't expect for me to entirely spill the beans on everything, but my life is certainly a sloppy recipe of writing, research, realizations and love. Basically, I'm learning as I go. I strive to positively impact my community, my sphere of influence. I believe that this happens only through living your life to the fullest! View all posts by hannahjustine

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