This morning I felt an overwhelming sense of longing for what hasn’t been there, for a year and a half-
This emotion is not easy for me to carry. I just want him back! And I want to respect his life decision, but in doing that, I want him to respect mine in return!
Why is this an impossible request?
This is loving someone, wanting their best and that is exactly how I am going about this. I will not contact him. Our last conversation, he referred to me as toxic.
I love him too much to be toxic anymore…