I am finally learning that I can do so much better for myself. All of this pain and disgust at who I was, I was being constantly tormented with, however, that is not WHO I AM!
I am loving who I am- who God made me to be!
I am learning to appreciate my regrets. They may have been stumbling blocks, but I LEARNED from each and everyone and I just know that God is continually crafting me into the woman He longs for me to be.
Not what anyone else longs for me to be.
Taking a walk around the man-made lake near my complex, I enjoyed God’s beauty in the nature and in the skies. My old friend texted me so I gave him a call and caught up a bit with him. It’s nice that I talked to him. He’s a good soul.
My walk made me realize, I need to find myself. I must distinguish my personal habits from those that other unmentionable people instilled in me.
I need to become my own person. Not just who I thought someone wanted me to be.