In the early morning hours, a random buzz came at my apartment door. Stumbling to the kitchen after I immediately awoke from it with my blurry vision, I thought I hit the “speak” button but accidently pressed the “open” button for the door connecting the walkway to the apartment buildings. Considering that I may have just allowed a mass murderer in, I couldn’t fall back asleep and jerked and menacingly stared at my closed bedroom door whenever I heard the slightest creak or groan in the floorboards.
I awoke from a late night last night of writing a paper on Jehovah’s Witnesses. Everything I’m learning or have learned about them is contradictory and their lives are built on blatant lies found within their VERY OWN scriptures. I was appalled at everything I was learning and no, I wasn’t learning “how to hate on jehovah’s witnesses,” but more importantly, “how to witness to jehovah’s witnesses.” I learned many objective truths about what their religion has developed from. It was a very eye-opening night… I will say that.
I’ve been enduring a terrible onslaught of visions/ thoughts that really don’t correlate with my plans or my lifestyle. I feel powerless in this situation and I need to cease and desist. God promises believers in the Bible that if you resist the devil, he will FLEE from you!
With spiritual authority in Christ’s name, I’m confronting this issue and curtly telling the ungodly nuisances compiled in my head to FLEE.
Learning how to relate to people comes second to determining IF you even want to relate with them in the first place. I bring this up because lately I have been very prone to hermitting myself up in my apartment. I have been downright SCARED of letting people into my life because my thought process frightens even me.
THE LORD is my shield. I have begun to determine the spiritual warfare in my life that I have been susceptible to in the last month. Now that I recognize it and the cause of it, I mustn’t be interrupted from my relationship with God, and I most certainly will fight against it!
My God IS everything!