“Guess I missed you from the day that we first met/
crazy- this fascination makes it sound… like a twister in my mind/
a restless dream within my mind
It’s funny how the words we never say/
turn into the only thoughts we know…/
I cannot believe I let you go
…I never will forget/ you never will become a memory/ just a restless dream”
Each morning I wake up to heartache and hopelessness in disguise of memories carefully imprinted into my mind. I have no grasp on how to pass these ugly feelings from my sub-conscious. I just feel choked.
It’s really nothing conscious even. I’m only a victim, just like you.