I am so angry…

  • I hate how my feelings for you are like second-nature!
  •  I hate how you are unintentionally stealing this joy from me!
  • I hate how you don’t love me.
  • I hate how you see me as a mistake.
  • I hate that you dream of holding another woman.
  • I hate how this restraining order stops us.
  • I hate that you threatened to kill me.
  • I hate my impatience.
  • I hate how screwed up this got.
  • I hate that you were in jail.
  • I hate that your parents had to pay bail.
  • I hate that they hate me now.
  • I hate that I will never see Maia again.
  • I hate that I’ll never get to play with Olive again.
  • I hate that I’ll never sleep with your arms around me again.
  • I hate that we’ll never watch another Adam Sandler movie together again.
  • I hate that we’ll never make food together again.
  • I hate that I have to suffice with my own cereal shelf now.
  • I hate how quirky little noises remind me of you.
  • I hate how I hate these things.
  • I hate that…
  • I don’t hate you.

I never could, love.

 

 

 

 

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About hannahjustine

This is my life story. Don't expect for me to entirely spill the beans on everything, but my life is certainly a sloppy recipe of writing, research, realizations and love. Basically, I'm learning as I go. I strive to positively impact my community, my sphere of influence. I believe that this happens only through living your life to the fullest! View all posts by hannahjustine

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