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Today, I wonder what you are going through…  The court date was today, I feel sick with knowing that you are most likely going to resent me fully for this.  Please understand that I felt like I couldn’t choose not to report it.  Sara witnessed me on the phone

with you and told me that I could either report you to the police, or I would be forced to leave that very night.  I felt like she was twisting my arm.  I sincerely didn’t know where I would stay that night and I know that you couldn’t provide.  

Even though you wanted to, you didn’t have the means.  I don’t have the means.  I pray that in time, the means will find us.

I know we can’t be together.  I’m angry for trying as hard as I did.  When we would argue FOR HOURS, I was already shutting down.  That was why my defenses were short and withered into silence…

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This is my life story. Don't expect for me to entirely spill the beans on everything, but my life is certainly a sloppy recipe of writing, research, realizations and love. Basically, I'm learning as I go. I strive to positively impact my community, my sphere of influence. I believe that this happens only through living your life to the fullest! View all posts by hannahjustine

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